day 2 at bkk ended :(

aft 2 days of shopping..fun n exciting!! but its kind of scary too =x counting how much i spent..tsk tsk tsk!!

day 1

took the cityline frm bkk airport to hotel..the tokens is damn cute!!

reached hotel..we went for thai massage..shiock ahh!!

den took the hotel tuk tuk shuttle to platinum mall..den walked to central mall..den walked to siam paragon..

den aft one world day of shopping..we walked back to hotel..

the most wonderful thing i think we did is we saved alot on transport..the transport $$ we saved can maybe get me another shirt?? pant?? shoe?? bag?? dress?? LOL =D

day 2

raining heavily!!! -.- sian half lorr..no flood no flood dont worry!! lol

we started our day with another oil massage..

aft massage..same route..haha!! although same route but if cos not sian!! bought so much till looks like tmr not much money to spend!! tmr plan is to go chatuchak lehh!! omg!!! =\

since i start to twit..my blog had became so dead..haas

can u believe it..our 4yrs anni..we did not celebrate..unlike other normal couples..no good dinner..nothing!! the worst thing is..we quarreled n cold war-ed on the eve..made me totally forgot abt the day >.< if i nv hint him..he dont rmb it too?? hais! :( anw we had cfm our bkk trip next mth..the only thing i can make myself feel better..is to treat it as its the gift frm him..even though he said nothing :(

cant he be more sensative to my actions n to noe my thinkings n my feelings?? im damn angry abt this!!

can i be as fortunate as other girls??

how i wish i can... ... ...

i cant even rmb who n when did someone shouted at me at work
n yet he shouted at me

i cant even rmb clearly who n when i screamed at work
n yes i screamed at him

i dont accept his apology at tat point of time
coz i dont want him to say sorry for the sake of saying sorry

want let him feel guilty n reflect on his fcuking temper
but im not a petty person afterall lahh!

very randomly!!
met up june n iris for dinner at nex on 1aug!!!
few mths nv meet up..
i really feel like as if few yrs did not meet up
really miss my sis so badly!!!
perhaps everyone are having busy schedule
but me saying busy is always an excuse
im damn looking forward for the next one!!

ohhya!!
got to noe something interesting!!
june gonna be my neigbour 5yrs down the road!!
LOL!!
so qiao right??!!
she got fernvale flora n i got fernvale garden
haha iris welcomed me to the "gang-gang" family
the conversation of getting to noe we are future neighour is so funny n amazing!!

finally met her after 1 week
den i noe things happened on the day tat i put her plane!!
blaming me for working so hard
shes alr sad n yet i necglect her
worst!!
i put her plane!!

if i were to meet her tat night
think she wont feel sad so long
n not gg to work for so many days
hais!!
but good tat shes ok now
shes weird!!
so forgivable person
if me
i cant do tat
well
as long as she happy can le lahh
(:

anw
i kept on got bullet these few days
even things im confident im right i oso nv argue back!!
omg!!
im really so different alr!!
LOL!!
haha good luck to me!!
=D

hais..
so boredd in bus alone gg home
she's not been gg work since sat
hope u're fine my friend
(:

hais...
got scolded frm sharon like nobody business
really made me reminds me of louise
but i still like louise more
louise...
scold with no double standards
sharon...
scold WITH double standards
well..
she scold
i accept
coz tats the fact
tats wat she see
yes i nv follow up
i did not fight back
i nv defend myself
coz i noe fight back or being defensive bring me nowhere
so i just keep quiet
thinking back...
when i was a star
audrey n josias like tat scold me
i fight back like nobody business
if just now i want fight back
i can!
but i did not i dont want to
coz she's still my boss afterall
i respect her
hope i will learn aft today's scolding
(:

y is it always me?!!
i feel so out...
hais..

she's not angry with me
she's sad n dont want call me
i did not call her
coz she ask me leave her alone
but im worried for her
hopefully she will call me asap
shit does happens at times
life still goes on
the earth wont stop spinning
cheer up
be happy
im waiting for ur call
gg home tgt with u
gg late night supper with u
:)

hais
its really not easy
be it being 1st asst or scheduler
or im just facing the prob at lp??
u are the one who tell me to grant crew request
else crew commitment survey they will say rubbish
aft i grant the request
u asked me y i grant?
n when i nv grant
crew will always go look for u
n u will ask me to do amendments!!
den for f**k u tell me so much rubbish?!!
y not u just simply tell me wat to do??
hais!!

im not comparing
but i just wana noe frm the bottom of ur heart
did u ever see my hard work?
i dont sense u noe or u even appreciate me
for wat i rmb is scoldings frm u naggings frm u
seems like nothing else frm u

always
my one n only off day
call lah msg lah
asking lah scolding lah blaming lah
i dont find any other reason cant be done
y not just blame urself are just a bunch of f**king lazy mgrs?!!
没有吃过苦的废物!!!

lastly
cant u just tell ur 'gf' tat we got no more crew like last time
stop irritating me
she ask u
u ask her ask me
if i say no??
'plsss.....'
if i say yes???
10fingers pointing n blaming me
wtf right??!!!

hais!!!
i want go open new store lahh!!!

??

hais..
she angry with me??
nv reply my msg de??
this nv happen b4...
:(

mos training :(

hais...doing mos training..
with audrey..my rm...4yrs ago..??
haha..she oso thinking y am i 1st asst today!!
such a naughty n problematic star during thosr days..
ppl will chane de mah..
will grow up n think n mature de wat..

haiya..gonna listen wats she talking le
-.-

bad day..but nice meet up

dinner at swissotel

my last dnd